Half of me wants to wear a bikini this summer. The other half of me is extremely doubtful. Cant they photograph a big beautiful girl for once in a bikini? I cant match up to you naturally slim girls with flat stomachs and golden tans. I want to feel like I can feel comfortable, not that all eyes are on me- wide with judging stares.
The underline of me knows I am not allowed to feel comfortable unless I have worked hard to get there.
Okay, I know you don’t know me, but i’ve happened...post and I’d just like to say